Hey blog,
Ive finally got time for this.
Times flies & many things happen,got a feeling this was one of my busiest holiday,which is good,rather than spend my life nua-ing at home.first was work,sch,work,baoc planning,then SC planning,then Cambodia,then trm camp,then Baoc,then post trip which is today.so busy!!
Its kinda sad that today's mark the end of the whole cambodia trip,our official post trip gathering at sentosa,lucky the sand was shallow,if not i would have drowned many many times.
To Love & To Serve taught me how to serve with hands and hearts. I went and came back realising how fortunate we are, understood the beautiful meaning of simplicity and be contented with everything we have. We shared quality time serving and i would like to say that we not only served the less fortunates over there, we served each other as team mates. We learned how to compromise to different individuality and we learnt how to serve selflessly to one another.
Through this journey, I'm proud to say that all of us not only found soul mates among the team, we also worked hands in hands, overcame difficulties, shared the pains, shared the laughters, shared the experience together and we made a difference in each other's life.
Ive learned alot through out this period of time,i think i got tougher,not physically but mentally,but i still doubt myself,is there anyway i could be tougher when it comes to academic,GPAs?I really hope i could buck up (need my bros & sis help me :P) and get back my rocking class.
Seriously,its so sad scrubbing halfway,having to go and make that terrible phone call,hearing the results,yet i have to act like nothing happen,and go back scrubbing,but in my heart,every second,i just felt so sad more & more,but who to blame but myself for not studying hard enough?hmmm.haha born to be a retainee i guess,you can say,sec 3 retain,come poly retain,later go army also retain!
Gay but i have to say,seriously,i miss TR02,i miss everyone in there,i miss my Salasa gang :D
Hope you guys wont see me as an outsider of the class,althou i might not be o2 now,but my heart forever is,i can assure you that,"although im nobody,im nothing & not the govt"
But will try my very best to be ack in o2 just like will be back in Cambodia next year :)
I have to say,going for the cambodia trip,not as a sch trip,but as a student initiated one is hell of a cool.It was a very wonderful experience & ive seriously learnt alot throughout the months,working so hard,working my balls for it,disappointing my friends that care about me,i dont want to explain to you guys why im working so hard,coz u guys wont understand the passion that made me want to help the kids this much.i can only gain ur trust & bring you guys there to experience it for yourself.from what i know,fh wong,i love the cambodia life,slow & simple nothing too fast paced or complicated,but what to do,im back here in Singapore.just slow for this once,and im left all the way behind.
Im happy today,because my dream has been achieve,to travel before 20 years old myself,without parents,(backpacking style) which i similarly did.
What's next to my goal in life now?hmmmm
Please advise,should i work,should i not when sch starts?
if i dont work,how can i support myself?
need 1k to go cambodia,1k to visit bangkok,1k to learn driving,haha!
yea driving,you never see wrongly,dont know why.just got the sudden urge for it,hehe.
But how ,"brother no money no money" (sark's tone) haha :)
Sometimes,people asked what religion am i?
I always reply them with a song title by my favorite Thai Rockstar,Sek Loso, that "Love is my Religion"
Link
HEREJust the music,not music video.
A song that i like the meaningful lyrics alot.
i come from poor country,i come from poor family
i come from small city,but i
i dont need that money
i dont need that passport
i dont need that army,but i
ive seen too much blood and war
dream of peace is hardcore
tell me whats to die for,cause i
i dont want,anger or tear
live in love or live in fear!
Love is my religion.
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